This work is a record of a play with Misaki Otsuka (pseudonym), an amateur M woman who volunteered to train in the editorial department of SM magazine, which is recruiting models from time to time. - From an early age, Misaki was a girl who had a sweet turmoil in the terrible treatment and cruel expressions in anime and manga. - As she grew up, she had an M propensity ... and spent days in agony. - She had her first lover in college, but the more she is aware of her M habit, the farther away she is from her normal lover. - When she was in her third year of college, she never decided to enroll in her SM dating and experienced SM for the first time in her life, and her pain and suffering gave her a sense of joy and satisfaction. rice field. - She said, I want you to hit more with a whip ..., but she couldnt say she was embarrassed at that time. - With the beginning of the teacher exam, the busyness made me estranged from contact with the man, and while soliciting the desire to be tied up, he said, I will be a teacher. I will be a priest. I have an unusual desire. She was dominated by the commandment that Isnt it permissible to do something that can be fulfilled? - She sealed her own M her desires, tied up by her stranger man, and only allowed her to masturbate by imagining her whipping herself. - The reason for her application for SM model was the death of her grandmother. - People will die someday. - Dont spend your time with her wishes and desires sealed ... that kind of feeling has sprung up in her. - I want to experience it deeply. - She wants to know how much she can tolerate and how comfortable she feels at that time ... If she grows older, her body line will collapse. - I want to leave a photo before that happens. - I want to see myself in pain and pleasure. - And I want people with similar habits to know who they are ... - She asked, Would you like to shoot my SM? And contacted the editorial department of SM magazine. - It would be great if a masochist woman could share with you a lovely figure that trembles with joy in the pain of being in love with her from an early age.