When did I first meet him—I dont remember anymore. - He was by Akis side when his sexual awakening began in his early teens. - He is tall and slender, and about five years older than Aki. - Aki was always comforting herself while fantasizing about having sex with him. - He is very gentlemanly, and no matter how much Aki tries to approach him, he never does anything to actually get his hands on him. - When Aki turned 17, a boy in her class confessed to him and started dating. - Her classmates boyfriend immediately dabbled in it. - The delusional sex I had with him felt so good that I expected too much from the actual sex, so I thought it would be like this. - That was my first experience. - Even though I had a classmates boyfriend, masturbation was a delusion with him. - There was no shame or guilt. - After that, even if the boyfriend changed several times, it was him in Akis delusion. - It wasnt until she turned 21 that she started dating her longtime crush. - Aki confessed for the first time. - He didnt have any reason to refuse in the first place, so she was willing to go out with him whenever Aki confessed. - However, even if we were to go out with him, he wouldnt put his hands on Aki. - No holding hands, no kissing. - Thats no wonder, he only exists in Akis mind. - He is a boyfriend who can only be seen by himself and cannot be stolen by anyone. - I should have been satisfied with that. - After all, I want to touch human skin. - Thinking so, Aki applied for a part-time job where she could have sex.