A few years after my son died, my husband died this time. - I didnt get motivated. - But I was trying to regain my daily life if I had to look forward and live. - My daughter and son-in-law care about something, and the son-in-law has a similar atmosphere to his deceased son, and I remember him a little. - One day, my daughter and her husband gave me a hot spring trip as a gift. - A trip that seems to be fun for the first time in a long time, but I just follow my son-in-law with my eyes. - If that child was alive ... Her daughter recommended me to drink, and I got drunk and was held by my son-in-law and went to the futon. - The son-in-law who thought he was sleeping would play with my body. - Oh, after all it is with that child. - Ive always felt that my son-in-law wanted to hold me, and I thought he would hold me someday. - I was happy and told my son-in-law that he had something to do with his son. - The son-in-law told me to take the place of his son, and he pleased me over and over again. - I thought it was bad for his daughter, but I was only thinking of becoming a son-in-laws woman ...